Tuesday, December 28, 2010

Even...

Who said that only raising a child is the hardes thing to do? What about raising a brother/sister? Yuuh, you read it right. Raising a sib, your own sib. And the difficult part of which, you're raising an Adolescent Brother.

I've been really a strict sister to my brother. Strict to everything i believe that could invite him to danger. But he's soulfully insist-able kind of person (Rebellious stage) . I want to stop his attitude of being such a pain-in the ass. He's graduating student from Elementary, yet has very poor performances at school. I don't know what to do, what i can atleast contribute as a sister, or even just like his buddy. :(

But i guess, the turning point is really to seek help from the Lord God above. He is the only one who can fathom my brother's behaviour.  I cannot change my brother's angst about everything, i cannot perfectly explain everything to him about, which is not right and which is good. Cause, even i, myself, has flaws about everything at his age. But, he's diff. He's still a little boy, and yet acting older than his age. He positioned himself to be righteous when he talked back. Disappointing.

Now, before going to bed, i really pray for my bro's attitude. I cannot change him. No one can ever change him, except to one person, and it is God.. My faith is in you Lord. Help me, my mom and dad and sister to deal with my Bro's attitude. I really hope that for the coming New Year, everything will put to phase of improvement and always in God's control.

I love my bro. so much. :) So much, that i think of him, as my child. :)

Tuesday, December 7, 2010

WHAT IS YOUR EARLIEST HUMAN MEMORY?

WHAT IS YOUR EARLIEST HUMAN MEMORY?

Answer here

Sunday, December 5, 2010

Make use of NI computers here at NR6.

My classmates and some friends from other blocks are staying in here at NR6, a computer lab. here at CON building. Our instructor is so go with the flow and super kind enough for us to watch movie, HP7.

Actually, its being played right now, and i didn't pay attention because, il gonna watch it later at home. Weeee. :) So right now, am going to study first my MATH2. Hopefully il be ready to answer it during my required time. This actually a special quiz. Hehehehe. :)

And it seems, only this site is not being blocked here at school, so il make use of this to rant everything that are happening on me atm. :) Beside me is Laurice, she's making our pair work in MCN. Be back to you later.

PS.
The Sky is crying very hard right now, she's so cold and really feels heavy on its cloud. :<

Friday, December 3, 2010

My nutrients are stabilized.

Am so happy to know, that i got passed one of my subject course this prelim. Thank you so much God. :) I passed Nutri this prelim. Hopefully, in pharma too and MCN and my two other subjects. :) Hehehe. Am so well grounded of God's love, that im so inspired to do more good things in His Name.

Prelim exam sched:
Pharma: Dec.10 (Departmental)
MCN: Dec.17

and viola, Christmas Break is coming to town. :) Advance Merry Christmas Everyone. :)

Sunday, November 28, 2010

Good morning.Ü

Hey guys,

Today is actually a hero day for the magnificent brave warrior, one of the Phil. Hero, next to Dr. Jose Rizal, "ANDRES BONIFACIO".

These day's supposed to be a HOLIDAY, but, due to some you know, make-up classes. Still have to go to school. But, its ok though. Hehehehe. Anyway, i can't hold on to this blog this long, coz it's already 8:22 am and am gonna hit the shower now. :) My class will starts at 9. Hihihihiiihi...

Ciao, be back again latuuuh, maybe? XD God bless us all.

#nowplaying, slow jam by Usher feat. Monica. :) one of the best hits. XD

Thursday, November 25, 2010

my mind is at rest. Time to get up, very high.

IDK. But yuuh, i was actually depriving myself to really study very hard most of the time. During at school, am planning  and organizing my time on what priorities i need to start of when i get home. Really very determined to manage my time, but yet failed. :(

Thank you God, for a very understanding mother, who just let me do my school works first than just giving her a little amount of help to our chores. Seeeeee, she's the best. She won't force me to help, but just want me to do my school stuffs first.

I got plenty of time, really. But my mind won't absorb or just accept the foreign words i've read. It seems, my mind needs a lot of time to adjust these foreign words. :( I don't know what's wrong? It's the time or what? Actually, i already have the time, but the motivation? i guess that was missing! @#%@#$@

I mostly pray to the Lord, but it seems my faith has slowly fades away. Maybe of too much worries, no mind set and all. My mind won't just literally work. As in!!!!!!!! I've already spent my 2 weeks of this sem, and i don't have any acknowledgement of my performances. It's really lame. I got, very very poor participation and low self-esteem. High-pressurized. It's like, am on a pressure cooker machine, to be exaj!

Hopefully, i hope ill get credits next week, before this month ends. Im still positive to new development. I know, i really am can also do it!!!! To be a topnotcher during long quizzes. :> And most of all, i can pass all my subjects on this sem. Lord, your will be done. :D (deep breathing) AJA!

This is for my mom and dad, and most of all to our DEAR LORD GOD, up above. :)


smile, the world will smile backs at you.

Monday, October 25, 2010

Altogether Lovely

His mouth is sweetness itself, 
he is altogether lovely.
Songs of Songs 5:16


FROM THE FATHER'S HEART
My child, you've looked for someone to capture your heart and bring you romance all of your life. Even those most precious to you on this earth will never satisfy you like I can. I am your lover, your friend, your groom, and your lifelong companion. Ours is sacred romance, the kind whose affections will never die, because I have set My heart on you. I am altogether lovely and you, My child, are so beautiful to ME.

A GRATEFUL RESPONSE
Like a bridegroom awaiting my entrance, You are standing there, Lord, as i walk down the aisle. You are the most beautiful sight I have ever seen. Your eyes are full of truth. Your heart is pure as gold. Lord, You are altogether lovely. How I love You, Lord.


SIMPLE TRUTH
Love is always the right choice.

Saturday, May 29, 2010

being with the closest thing on earth can really let you out of your shell. ;P


 Friendship is like thighs,they are always sticking together.

with my dearest friend Delbeth "bitoy" Alagar together with her powerful dslr "CANON". :D Hopefully it will be given to her . ;) She's good at photography, il gonna tell you when she's going to release her masterpiece. You'll surely be amazed. I assured you that. ;)

Sunday, May 23, 2010

tondadadan

Every night you cried yourself to sleep thinking: "Why does this happen to me? Why does every moment have to be so hard?"

-Maroon 5

Saturday, March 20, 2010

On this day of your life, Angelica, we believe God wants you to know ... that joy will come when you pass on the love you have received.

If you hoard love, it melts away. If you lock love, it breaks free. If you grab on to love, you end up holding an illusion. When you let love flower in its own way, it stays to support you. When you pass on love, it multiplies beyond measure. 


This is, what i got from my favorite apps in FB "God wants you to know". I love the message from it. I'm inspired.Ü


Sorry bout the logo, it's kinda blurry!!! ^___^

Sunday, March 14, 2010

To an unknown dearest


I have never met you. You have never met me. Has fate decided it this way? Will I see your face one day? Or shall we be divided by the seven seas, the indomitable waves splashing our stunned cheeks until we’ve had enough? I look around me here in the city. Of all these people, the busboy and the grocery store cashier and the telemarketer and that man walking across the street right there, how could I mingle with all of these people and not find you? I hate to think, what if one of the thousands of people I see a year was you and we passed each other, those three seconds of interaction never occurring, never talking, never caring? We just never knew, we never knew…
God, this wistful contemplation is hard to take, and yet we must wonder.
Know this, my dear, that you are not alone. I can’t fathom how I’ll feel when you find that girl oh yes that girl whom you will adore with all your porcelain heart, how I’ll smile when I hear of you making your success in this bittersweet, cruel world, how I’ll wonder what could have been. But know this, darling, that you hold a special place in my heart.
Your unknown beloved.♥♥♥

Thursday, March 11, 2010

you're never there!

i look for you everywhere i go.
hoping to bump into you.
but i never see you.
you're not there.

you're never there.

Wednesday, February 17, 2010

50 interesting facts!








1. If you are right handed, you will tend to chew your food on your right side. If you are left handed, you will tend to chew your food on your left side.
2. If you stop getting thirsty, you need to drink more water. For when a human body is dehydrated, its thirst mechanism shuts off.
3. Chewing gum while peeling onions will keep you from crying.
4. Your tongue is germ free only if it is pink. If it is white there is a thin film of bacteria on it.
5. The Mercedes-Benz motto is “Das Beste oder Nichts” meaning “The Best or Nothing”.
6. The Titanic was the first ship to use the SOS signal.
7. The pupil of the eye expands as much as 45 percent when a person looks at something pleasing.
8. The average person who stops smoking requires one hour less sleep a night.
9. Laughing lowers levels of stress hormones and strengthens the immune system. Six-year-olds laugh an average of 300 times a day. Adults only laugh 15 to 100 times a day.
10. The roar that we hear when we place a seashell next to our ear is not the ocean, but rather the sound of blood surging through the veins in the ear.
11. Dalmatians are born without spots.
12. Bats always turn left when exiting a cave.
13. The ‘v’ in the name of a court case does not stand for ‘versus’, but for ‘and’ (in civil proceedings) or ‘against’ (in criminal proceedings).
14. Men’s shirts have the buttons on the right, but women’s shirts have the buttons on the left.
15. The owl is the only bird to drop its upper eyelid to wink. All other birds raise their lower eyelids.
16. The reason honey is so easy to digest is that it’s already been digested by a bee.
17. Roosters cannot crow if they cannot extend their necks.
18. The color blue has a calming effect. It causes the brain to release calming hormones.
19. Every time you sneeze some of your brain cells die.
20. Your left lung is smaller than your right lung to make room for your heart.
21. The verb “cleave” is the only English word with two synonyms which are antonyms of each other: adhere and separate.
22. When you blush, the lining of your stomach also turns red. 23. When hippos are upset, their sweat turns red.
24. The first Harley Davidson motorcycle was built in 1903, and used a tomato can for a carburetor.
25. The lion that roars in the MGM logo is named Volney.
26. Google is actually the common name for a number with a million zeros.
27. Switching letters is called ‘spoonerism’. For example, saying jag of Flapan, instead of flag of Japan.
28. It cost seven million dollars to build the Titanic and 200 million to make a film about it.
29. The attachment of the human skin to muscles is what causes dimples.
30. There are 1,792 steps to the top of the Eiffel Tower. 31. The sound you hear when you crack your knuckles is actually the sound of nitrogen gas bubbles bursting.
32. Human hair and fingernails continue to grow after death.
33. It takes about 20 seconds for a red blood cell to circle the whole body.
34. The plastic things on the end of shoelaces are called aglets.
35. Most soccer players run seven miles in a game.
36. The only part of the body that has no blood supply is the cornea in the eye. It takes in oxygen directly from the air.
37. Every day 200 million couples make love, 400,000 babies are born, and 140,000 people die.
38. In most watch advertisements the time displayed on the watch is 10:10 because then the arms frame the brand of the watch (and make it look like it is smiling). 3
9. Colgate faced big obstacle marketing toothpaste in Spanish speaking countries. Colgate translates into the command “go hang yourself.”
40. The only 2 animals that can see behind itself without turning its head are the rabbit and the parrot.
41. Intelligent people have more zinc and copper in their hair.
42. The average person laughs 13 times a day.
43. Do you know the names of the three wise monkeys? They are: Mizaru (see no evil), Mikazaru (hear no evil), and Mazaru (speak no evil)
44. Women blink nearly twice as much as men.
45. German Shepherds bite humans more than any other breed of dog.
46. Large kangaroos cover more than 30 feet with each jump.
47. Whip makes a cracking sound because its tip moves faster than the speed of sound.
48. Two animal rights protesters were protesting at the cruelty of sending pigs to a slaughterhouse in Bonn. Suddenly the pigs, all two thousand of them, escaped through a broken fence and stampeded, trampling the two hapless protesters to death.
49. If a statue in the park of a person on a horse has both front legs in the air, the person died in battle; if the horse has one front leg in the air, the person died as a result of wounds received in battle; if the horse has all four legs on the ground, the person died of natural cause.
50. The human heart creates enough pressure while pumping to squirt blood 30 feet!

Friday, February 12, 2010


Tall Cute Boy,

Sometimes my only motivation to go to work is to see you walk out to take your smoke break. I can’t even bear to make eye contact with you because I know I won’t be able to hold back my goofy smile.
— Girl Behind the Desk

Caught on guard!

There is a place you can touch a woman that will drive her crazy.
Her heart. 




Dear him,
I’m typing this out while looking at you.
I wonder if you can tell how infatuated with you I really am?
I wonder if you ever wonder about me?
I wonder whether you know my name or not.
I wonder if typing this for all to see is healthy.
I wonder if you’ll turn me down when I go over and ask you to a movie…..
Brb.

Score one for awkward girls everywhere.
— Awkward little me.

Wednesday, February 10, 2010

you're so special to me from the bottom of my HYPOTHALAMUS.


I may be young, but I'm not naive. I haven't been through much, but I do know what "hurt" feels like. And If we were able to numb the pain, I bet billions of people would be in a better condition than they are right now. Without pain also, how else could we feel love?


May you all have a wonderful showering hearts day. God bless everyone. :)

Thursday, January 28, 2010

Parents-LIFE!

Parents rarely let go of their children, so children let go of them. They move on. They move away. The moments that used to define them — a mother’s approval, a father’s nod — are covered by moments of their own accomplishments. It is not until much later, as the skin sags and the heart weakens, that children understand; their stories and all their accomplishments sit atop the stories of their mothers and fathers, stones upon stones, beneath the waters of their lives.


The unreal is more powerful than the real, because nothing is as perfect as you can imagine it, because it’s only intangible ideas, concepts, beliefs, fantasies that last. Stone crumbles. Wood rots. People, well, they die. But things as fragile as a thought, a dream, a legend, they can go on and on.



One of the first principles of applied mindism is to never let negative feelings block the path to your goal. Otherwise you are always sinking back into discouragement.

Just a random thoughts that need to be kept in our hearts and minds. :) God bless and have a good day. :D

Tuesday, January 26, 2010





I feel too much.


That's what's going on.
Do you think one can feel too much?
Or just feel in the wrong ways?
My insides don't match up with my outsides.
Do anyone's insides and outsides match up?
I don't know im , only me.
Maybe that's what a person's personality is:
the difference of the inside and the outside.






Just this morning,  i wasn't welcome with the sentence/phrase "GOOD MORNING" it was like UGH!!! Jesus Christ, forgive me of not thinking of you first in the morning! :( I was very very very tired to get up and do something very helpful and kind. But i didn't able to do it , i ended up being pessimist and nagging myself instead, blaming all over!!!! :|||



Now flashing back all the things i've done last night, i realized how am so very NAIVE and SELF-CENTERED person. X_____X i don't want to be like this in my entire life! I want a very productive and satisfying life with my lovedones! This is the result of not having God in the first place after you woke up in a very wonderful take-off of the sweetest dreamland you had. That's why you should cling to God, because SATAN loves unexpectable surprises that measured your faithfulness and obedience of our DEAR FATHER IN HEAVEN! 


Sorry for the special person i've hurt so much this morning, i didn't intend to do it. I know, you knew it. I love you so much.


It's like We’ve all been sorry, we’ve all been hurt
But how we survive, is what makes us who we are. You could also say that Maybe who we are isn’t so much about what we do, but rather what we’re capable of when we least expect it. After all, that's you. :)


That's all for today, its 11:24 am already and i need to go now. Will take a bath and then pray before i leave the house. :) Be blessed everyone. :) ^__^

Wednesday, January 13, 2010

NOT ME, ITS THE 3RD person. :P


Dear you,

When you called me last night my heart skipped a beat and my stomach filled with butterflies and when you said hello i could barely keep myself from sighing out loud and when you told me about your day i laughed so hard i almost fell off my bed and when you told me you loved my laugh i smiled so much my cheeks hurt and when we said goodbye i missed you immediately and now there’s nothing i want to do more in the world right now than kiss you


- Me


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its funny to think, that you're going to write a letter to someone who is not yet known by the 1st person. But atleast, you've tried this kind of experience to write one for no particular person.  Cute... ^__^ it is like the one above typho: ---->


Isn't romantic? hehe That's all for tonight;s blog. 


God bless and pray always. :)