Even...

Who said that only raising a child is the hardes thing to do? What about raising a brother/sister? Yuuh, you read it right. Raising a sib, your own sib. And the difficult part of which, you're raising an Adolescent Brother.

I've been really a strict sister to my brother. Strict to everything i believe that could invite him to danger. But he's soulfully insist-able kind of person (Rebellious stage) . I want to stop his attitude of being such a pain-in the ass. He's graduating student from Elementary, yet has very poor performances at school. I don't know what to do, what i can atleast contribute as a sister, or even just like his buddy. :(

But i guess, the turning point is really to seek help from the Lord God above. He is the only one who can fathom my brother's behaviour.  I cannot change my brother's angst about everything, i cannot perfectly explain everything to him about, which is not right and which is good. Cause, even i, myself, has flaws about everything at his age. But, he's diff. He's still a little boy, and yet acting older than his age. He positioned himself to be righteous when he talked back. Disappointing.

Now, before going to bed, i really pray for my bro's attitude. I cannot change him. No one can ever change him, except to one person, and it is God.. My faith is in you Lord. Help me, my mom and dad and sister to deal with my Bro's attitude. I really hope that for the coming New Year, everything will put to phase of improvement and always in God's control.

I love my bro. so much. :) So much, that i think of him, as my child. :)